Monday, October 11, 2010

Day Two Ponderings

Day two is going well. Maybe it's a timing thing. I think back over how many times in the past few years that I have become thoroughly disgusted with myself (well, my body, specifically) and thought about needing to do something about it. I've even made pitiful attempts at it, but it wasn't purposeful--just sort of stabbing in the dark. I feel like now I have direction.

I just have to stay focused on the people and things in my life that truly matter and are the secondary core (behind God) of why I need to make this change for the better. Focus. Focus.

I am ashamed that I had forgotten what true physical hunger felt like. I remember now, and the timing is right.

I want to learn more about fasting and praying.

No comments:

Post a Comment